Friday, September 17, 2010

Anonymous Baby

Suddenly, you smile to me. I didn't who are you. But i know is my pleasure that you willing smile to me. My friends know you. And myself also interested with you. May be through your smile, my heart stolen by you. You pretty enough, kind, friendly and many characteristic that i know about you. I understand everyone have their weakness also. I like your smell, your voice, your kindness and your patient.
Unfortunately, you no belongs to me. I didn't know what between us. Only best friend or just a simple friend. We don't have much time to spend together. I always want catch your attention even you right beside me. I want know everything about you. Sometime, i felt really want hug you so can make you felt safety. But i don't know who actually need someone hug. My heart told me the one need others hug is myself. I have egoism that i know clearly.
I would like to approach you but my mind stop me to do so. Cause i really need time to think it wisely to avoid i hurting someone that i really care about. You present in my life is the gift from GOD but i don't have the luck to have you. Can sit next to you and hug you and your smell make me felt relax. When with you, i can leave my problems away from me. Is really miracle.
I loved but i know i can't with you. Cause i realised i don't have time for you. I can't that selfish to make you wait for me. unfortunately,i gonna leave, to somewhere i also don't know to catch my dream and to success. I have the spirit and mind to success. I'm felt tired at all when i think about you cause i loved. I wouldn't let others know you are and only me know the secret. You ar my anonymous baby that left your love to me. I appreciate what you gave to me even for now, i got nothing for you. Wait for the day come, i will reply what you should have from me.
If one day when you feel that you think of me, please tell me. I know and understand that may be for you, me only a stranger. But no necessary to give me advice to leave you cause i also can't do anythings when i never felt tired loving you. I just can said thanks a lot to present in my life. Thanks for your love. Is my pleasure to have you.