Sunday, December 19, 2010

Never think can get rich or multimillionaire without work for it..

Well, who never think to get rich as easy as they can? May be some of them can be that lucky which can the thousand million in a short moments which make them to become millionaire. But never think or aspect that u can be that lucky. Perhaps to work smart and work hard for it.
I write here is no to spoil or interrupting others business which might help themselves and others to become rich. But is the truth that nothing is free in this world. We should get the pay or money that we deserve to have. And most of the time we will think that we deserve have better payment. Is't we overestimated of ourselves or confident with the performance? Most of the time, it was.
I still study and no yet start my career in the field that i interested with. I hope can get the opportunity for the career. People always said that working with others or under company can get rich or have high salary. I strongly believe it. But want to get rich, the don't have any shortcut such as can get earn money by without work hard and work smart.
Just one thing that we should always keep in our mind that is we want get rich, the best way is we should have a better way to manage our financial. Spending the money with better planing otherwise it just can become wasting money. Buying the stuffs that you really need it and can afford the price.Regular saving through your main income is important than everything. If able, please settle the money that you borrow or owe from any organisation or individual.
Just remember that if want get rich, there are no any shortcut for it, please always thankful to what and who ever help us before. Don't waste the money.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Anonymous Baby

Suddenly, you smile to me. I didn't who are you. But i know is my pleasure that you willing smile to me. My friends know you. And myself also interested with you. May be through your smile, my heart stolen by you. You pretty enough, kind, friendly and many characteristic that i know about you. I understand everyone have their weakness also. I like your smell, your voice, your kindness and your patient.
Unfortunately, you no belongs to me. I didn't know what between us. Only best friend or just a simple friend. We don't have much time to spend together. I always want catch your attention even you right beside me. I want know everything about you. Sometime, i felt really want hug you so can make you felt safety. But i don't know who actually need someone hug. My heart told me the one need others hug is myself. I have egoism that i know clearly.
I would like to approach you but my mind stop me to do so. Cause i really need time to think it wisely to avoid i hurting someone that i really care about. You present in my life is the gift from GOD but i don't have the luck to have you. Can sit next to you and hug you and your smell make me felt relax. When with you, i can leave my problems away from me. Is really miracle.
I loved but i know i can't with you. Cause i realised i don't have time for you. I can't that selfish to make you wait for me. unfortunately,i gonna leave, to somewhere i also don't know to catch my dream and to success. I have the spirit and mind to success. I'm felt tired at all when i think about you cause i loved. I wouldn't let others know you are and only me know the secret. You ar my anonymous baby that left your love to me. I appreciate what you gave to me even for now, i got nothing for you. Wait for the day come, i will reply what you should have from me.
If one day when you feel that you think of me, please tell me. I know and understand that may be for you, me only a stranger. But no necessary to give me advice to leave you cause i also can't do anythings when i never felt tired loving you. I just can said thanks a lot to present in my life. Thanks for your love. Is my pleasure to have you.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

SELFISHNESS

Human being,can't run away form selfishness. This feeling will become more stronger when we grow up to become adult. Those who no selfish no mean then no grow up but in their mind, they know where the priority should be set. They mind is that matured compare those people who selfish enough.
But for those who selfish no mean they no matured also. What are the purpose they being selfish? No others only for their love. If they outcome is for those their love, we can't said that they are selfish. They have the right to love and being love. But when they know about that, please don't forget to others that might acquired for the things.
Some of them is to give a better things for those their love but unfortunately, that action is harmful to others. Isn't wrong they doing so? Who can judge about this? I believe only GOD can judge them. Their input is for those their love. People said love can do every things and that's why got people need to being selfish to protect their love.
Selfish is no bad habits or good attitude. Like we know, when somethings is over it limited, sure it will bring adverse effect to us. The better way is we should know what is our priority. When we start thinking about ourselves, the selfishness will come to us. It will influence on how we judge and take the decision.
I believe, as a human being, sure the selfishness is always stay together with us. It can being leave it behind when we still remember what the purpose when doing so and why we should do like that. No necessary to think for others what you want to do. But don't forget, even those people hurt by our selfish, sometimes they are willing to do so but some of them really hated being betrayed by their friends and relatively and the most sadness in their eyes is being betrayed form those who their care and mind and LOVE.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Empty heart



Empty heart is the heart that only got the shell but without the inner of the heart. It have outer layer but inside is nothing leave. How can have heart like this? Isn't they choose to have this kind of heart? Sometime their choose to have so but sometime is given by those people their ever loved before.
Empty is mean nothing leave inside in the container or the nothing fill up the space anymore. It may cause by leaking or dig out the inner from the heart. And leave the empty heart to face the problems and the everyday in their life. They have choice to choose or not?
Absolutely their have! They choose how to live with their heart. But when someone dig out their heart, i believe they willing to let others to do so. For them, the people dig out their heart no others but someone their love and trust. But what to do, among people, sure will have somebody will betray each others for selfishness.
For those who willing being dig out the heart, they can't blame others and no others can blame. When they know clearly about their can't blame other about the dig out of the heart, I and myself believe, they will no show their true feeling again. They phobia will lost their heart again when they start facing the same feeling like before that make them lost their heart.
Life is like that, lost and found. When we lost something, we scare to give more and phobia to take from others. Because some of us know that we should take and give equally. What you can give to others doesn't mean that they will pay you back what you ever do for them.
Empty heart can be fill up again? I always ask myself this kind of question.And my answer for this question is yes.To be, or not to be :that is the question. When you can give someone to dig out your heart, then why just willing again for those who can fill up the space for you. I hope i can confess myself to do so.My purpose no to tell anyone but just keep remain myself that i should do so. Hope so..

Monday, January 18, 2010

Me and Taekwon-Do


Taekwon-DO is a Korean martial art and the national sport of South Korea. It is the world's most popular martial art in terms of the number of practitioner s. This kind of sport is knows as most popular sport with the largest number practitioners. Since 2000, Taekwon-Do is among the sport that involved in competition such as Olympic.

In Korean, tae means "to strike or break with foot"; kwon means "to strike or break with fist"; and do means "way" or "method"; so "taekwondo" is loosely translated as "the way of the foot and fist" or "the way of kicking and punching"

Taekwondo's popularity has resulted in the varied development of the martial art into several domains: as with many other arts, it combines combat techniques, self-defense, sport, exercise, meditation and philosophy. Taekwondo is also used by the South Korean military as part of its training.

Actually, we can find that there are three different of federation of the Taekwon-Do present in world. Different federations consist of different technique and culture. The most popular in our country is WTF (World Taekwon-Do federation). This federation is more focus in sport which is speed and competition which is now an event at the summer Olympic Games. For another two type federation of Taekwon-Do, it more focus on emphasizes power and self-defense. There are GTF (Global Taekwon-Do federation) and ITF (International Taekwon-Do federation).

In Taekwon-Do, it typically separated to junior and senior belt or student and instructor. Different colour of belt, it determines the different status of practitioners. Any beginner must start from the white colour belt and know as tenth geup. The test which knows as grading test is conducted to test how far the practitioner can handled the technique and knowledge which teach. The test conducted by instructor or master. If the practitioner can pass the test, it will upgrade it colour belt from white to yellow and follow by green, blue, red and black.

For the Taekwon-Do, black belt practitioner is known as the final stage of the colour belt. For black belt, it also divide it stage of technique based on the “dan” which the practitioner present. In black belt, it divided it degree by “dan” which from first “dan” to ninth “dan”. It takes several years to upgrade from first “dan” to follow level of “dan”. Grading of black belt require different technique such as breaking, free-sparing and pattern based on the syllabus from the federation.

First time that I know about the Taekwon-Do, when I was still in primary school on years four. When assembly in school, our headmaster was announced that our school will having the club of Taekwon-Do and will conduct by instructor from state Taekwon-Do club. And finally we know that instructor is his daughter that ever represents state to tournament. His daughter was joined Taekwon-Do when she was nine years old in her hometown before.

She have a youngest brother that also I my good friend. He invited me to join the Taekwon-Do class with him, but I refused it. On that time, my parents no allowed me to join Taekwon-Do because they worried that something bad will happen to me. By the way, they also want me spend more time to focus in my study. But I really interested in this kind of sport. In my primary school, I was school athlete’s representative. When every times I finish my athlete training session, I went to Taekwon-Do training field to watch them training.

I finish my primary school by never join the Taekwon-Do club in my school. I continue my study in secondary school until form three is my second time knows more about the Taekwon-Do sport. When I doing my form three study, it was years to prepare for PMR examinations that conduct by government. My parents’ advice me to focus on my study for PMR so they no encouraged me to join Taekwon-Do club. I understand the reasons why they are doing so just because want me to get the best result to continue my study in science stream and they promise will support me after I finish my PMR examination.

I joined the Taekwon-Do club in my secondary school when I finish my PMR examination. I spend around two months for practice in Taekwon-Do class. The class is having on Sunday afternoon around 3pm to 5.30 pm. After two months of practice, my instructor recommends me to having a grading test in my school with other club members.

I and others club members is having a grading test together and all of us pass the test with a good result. Our instructor is proud of us all. But it was my last times that attend the test and last times attend the class.

On the holiday time, I always work with my uncle in his hardware just skimpily looking for pocket money for next school life is started. No any free time on Sunday that allow me to join the training Taekwon-Do. When I finish my work is already 5.30pm and the class already dismissed. I realized I need to work for extra income to reduce my parent’s burden and support my family economics. My siblings all were working on the school holiday and since we are young, we were teaching to live independently. It was the way my parents trained us to live independently and realize the difficult to earn money for life.

When my new school life is started, I was noticed that I need to move another school if I want continue my study in science stream. My previous school no offers any science stream just only art stream for art student. When I moved to my new school, that school just a finish build five months before we move. On that time, only got form three students and automatically we group be a senior student. We people were the first base graduate in that school.

New school has a new environment. Not many clubs can be found in this school cause by not so much of student present in that school the year before we come. On that time, the school just got several simple clubs but no Taekwon-Do club is organizing by school. So in my form three was my last time to join the Taekwon-Do club.

I was leaved Taekwon-Do for around five years before I continue in my university life. After I finish my study in STPM, I further my study to universiti at Shah Alam here. I choose biomedicine course to study because I really like to study about human and want to become a researcher one day. That is my dream. I no dare enough to further study in physician and any more advance field. I prefer study for research purpose and is my ambition to become scientist one day.

I was entry that university on August 2007, but I start joined Taekwon-Do club on April 2008. When I first come here, I was stay far away from my campus. Every day I need taking bus from my hostel to my campus and it takes around 30 minutes journey. Taekwon-Do club was having their class on 8.30 nights until 10.30 nights on every Monday and Thursday. Last trip bus from college to my hostel is 10.00 nights and sometimes the bus will cancel suddenly without any announcement from college.

This makes a trouble for me if want really attend the class. If suddenly the last trip bas was cancel I need to take cab for go back. It cost me RM 20.00 and it really expensive for me. For solve the problem, I discuss with my housemate to move away from the hostel and looking for any unit that near our campus that just can reach the campus by walking or taking cab also no so expensive.

Lastly, we decided to move to the Brunsfield Apartment that no so far away from campus and just taking around 30 minutes from campus to my apartment. And the renter is also cheaper than we pay renter for our hostel. We successfully move on January 2008 to that apartment.

It gives me the chance to join the Taekwon-Do class on Monday and Thursday nights. Most of the time after attend the Taekwon-Do class, got my friend sent me home. But I start joined the class on April 2008. On January 2008, after we move to new house, may stuff that need to done or to manage. So on that time, I can’t go for Taekwon-Do class. I prefer do all things by me without help from others. I need to learn live independently without depend to others. Even my housemates want to help me but I refuse them to do so.

On February 2008, I was celebrating Chinese New Years celebration at Kelatan with my friend’s family. I spent around 10 days in there for the celebration. When I was reach here, I starting busy for final exam preparation which having on the March 2008.

After the final exam, our college have one month holiday. One month holiday was start after the final exam and end on middle on April 2008. On middle of April 2008 was a new semester begin. On that time is my second time I join the Taekwon-Do class again. The Taekwon-Do class was having in the basketball court which located in the back of Blok Management of college.

For this Taekwon-Do club, our Head Coach is Sir Eizam Eizani B. Arbak. He is a fifth “dan” in black belt practitioner. Most of the time, the class conductor is his assistant that is Sir Awang Daik B Mohd. Nor that was representing him to conduct the class. In the Taekwon-Do class, many of them is my senior. They even represent for their state or take part in the National Champion of Taekwon-Do. Most of them practice Taekwon-Do since they childhood. They share their experience in Taekwon-Do with me and give me the advice about stuff related with the Taekwon-Do.

On 16th June 2008, that was during our semester break, our club organized a fire camping in Port Dickson. College provides transport to the activity. Around 20 of Taekwon-Do club member take part in this activity. We spent two days one night at Port Dickson. Felt very nice experience that can sleep in the camp on the beach with my other club members. We reach there on the 16th June morning and having our lunch in the beach. After that, we start to build our own camp. We take a rest and having our activity which is playing beach volleyball among the members. Some of us went for swimming and some of us prepare food for our diner. We were having BBQ for our diner with chicken wing, fish ball, meat ball and hotdog. After BBQ, among of us make a joke. Some of them is very good in make a joke and some of them no funny at all about their joke. But everyone was enjoyed on that BBQ and of the joke. I am with another two guys be a night guard and change our shift with other after 3 morning.

On 17th June 2008 morning, we prepare our breakfast together. Before having our breakfast, we having a light training in the beach with the cold wind blow from the sea. Felt fresh and nice from the blow of the wind. Our mind was so relaxed and any tension is blow away by the wind. Our seniors also show us how to do meditation in there and really can felt the way to relax our mind and sour. After that, we have our breakfast together. Finish breakfast, we enjoy played beach volleyball again and some of us go for swimming. We enjoy the fun until afternoon and after that we start packing for going back.

Some go for take bath and some waiting at the camp and take care of the belongings. When all of us finish take bath, we having our lunch by eating mi Maggi together. Our bus comes around 4.30 when all of us already packing all the things and clean the venue. We reach Shah Alam around 6.30 pm.

On July 2008, we start our new semester which is long semester for our college. Taekwon-Do class is having on as usual like previous semester. Training for this semester is different than previous semester. For this semester, we prepared for the incoming tournament which organized by GTF of University Technologies Malaysia (UTM) which located in Jalan Semarak, Kuala Lumpur.

On 23rd and 24th July 2008, we attend the tournament at UTM. There are 23 of us, 11 of boys and 12 of girls which take place in that tournament. Among of the 11 of boys, 3 of them take part in black belt competitions and other was colour belt which take place in color belt competition. There are 5 black belt and other is colur belt practitioner.

This tournament is my first tournament before taking grading test. Actually, I was no allowed to take place in any competition without any grading test. Any beginner which allow take place in any competition which need having any grading test and at least get the 8th”geup” to join the tournament. But my senior recommends me that just getting experience through the tournament. So I take part in that tournament which competitive in individual pattern and sparring and team pattern and sparring.

In this tournament, it starts with the colour belt individual pattern and followed with the individual sparring. For this two individual event, I got third place. I felt surprise and can’t believable that I can get the good result. After that, there were team pattern and team sparring. For this two event, we won the 2nd place in team pattern and 3rd place in team sparring. The result really make me can’t believe that I can done so good for my first time tournament. For our team, we got six gold, nine silver, and fourteen browsers and we got third place form overall. KULIM from kedah was the overall champion.

After the tournament of UTM, we still continue of our training for next tournament that having on UPSI in Tanjung Malim. This tournament is slightly different than previous tournament in UTM. This tournament is organise by Taekwon-Do club of UPSI under ITF. The tournament is held on 2nd and 3rd August 2008 at UPSI.

Because of the tournament is start of 8am morning, we decided reach there the night before tournament and also for registration purposes. We reach UPSI around 8.30 at the night and do the registration for tournament. After that, we go check in to the hostel of UPSI with all our belongings. Before got have a meal, we got meeting for next day tournament. We all assembly to our president’s room and discuss the formation and arrangement for next day.

After dismiss the meeting, we went for a meal around 11somethng. We were having our meal in a restaurant near the hostel. We finish around 12 mid night and went back rest at hostel. The next day, we woke up early and prepare to assemble at the bus stop and using the bus to the tournament venue.

This tournament is divide the entire participant based on the body weight. Three of us were dividing into the light weight categories and all number of this category is 13 people. All of us is fight for three rounds sparring and meet each others. When I meet my friends, I surrender for that round. I no scare to sparring with him but we just don’t want hurt and injured each other and can’t spar in team sparring after that. After individual sparring, it continues with individual pattern but I no perform well on both events.

Team pattern and team sparring is continue after two individual event finish. Our team pattern is no performing well but in team sparring, we got 3rd place. For this time, our college black belt teams perform very well and help our college to collect the much number of the gold. This result help our college become overall champion in UPSI.

After the tournament, we focus in grading test that on 25th August 2008 in our college. This test will examine by our head coach, Sir Eizam Eizani B. Arbak. He is a fifth “dan” in black belt. He ever represent Malaysia the World Champion and win in that competition. Our test was start with the white belt categories and follow up other junior to higher lever.

All the test is finish on 10.30night and the result is announced by our head coach after all complete the test. All the practitioner was pass the test with different result. Among of us, got two person got double and I’m the only one which got triple is mean from 10 “geup”, I got 7 “geup”. Our head coach said my pattern and my technique consists soft and hard element. There are important elements in practice of Taekwon-Do.

The next incoming tournament is on 29th, 30th and 31st August 2008. This tournament was knows as National Champion Tournament MGTF and open for any of black belt practitioner in GTF, or ITF and WTF also allowed taking part for this tournament. Our college has sent nine representatives to represent the Wilayah Persekutuan Team A. The entire representatives who take part are from all the state in Malaysia. In the tournament, our college representatives collect two medal of gold and three medals of silver and three medals of browsers.

The another important event happened between me and Taekwon-Do was demonstration of self-defense with my head coach on 6th September 2008 at our college which is program under Student Career And Development. The purpose of this program is to teach the students about how to protect themselves when something risk happen to them. My head coach show many kind of technique by asking me to attack him and him show the way to defense himself.

Besides that, we also encourage the students to join Taekwon-Do club for enrich their knowledge and experience about the self defense to protect them. We remind them about how important practice in self defense and exercise regularly.

Our next activity after the demonstration of self defense is the “Majlis berbuka puasa bersama ahli kelab” on Ramandan Month 2008. This function is done to celebrate the fasting month with among the member of the club and with the head coach and his family member. We have the function at Ali’s corner restaurant and just a simple buffer style.

Raya is celebrating the week before our final exam. Our head coach ever inviting us to his house when he does “open house” ceremony. We went there with all of our Taekwon-Do club member by cars.

After exam is semester break. Our class for Taekwon-Do is postponed and those who stay at Shah Alam, we having class with student UITM, Shah Alam because they also are my head coach student. He also got class with the UITM student

New semester was started on November 2008 and our class for Taekwon-Do also starts again. The time for training and the day, venue still same like before. For this semester, our club no any invitation from any club for tournament but we still have a class as usual to keep ourselves fits enough. For this semester, I quite busy with my study and need spend more time for doing further reading when class with Dr.

Even for this semester, we don’t have any tournament, but we have invitation from our college for demonstration for “Gala Night Diner”. This diner is organised by SCD and MPP of college. The purpose to have this diner is for the student and President of college can have a diner together. Taekwon-Do club and other martial art club have performed the demonstration together. In this diner, we won a award of the high achievement in the year of 2008 which our club ever represent the Wilayah Persekutuan in the National Champion Tournament MGTF.

On 31st January 2009, SCD organised a carnival for all the club and club uniform. Taekwon-Do club also not be forgotten by SCD to invite for demonstration performance. We wait for arriving of our honor President to visit our booth and perform the demonstration of self defense. Our President advice that we must regularly training to improve ourselves and can perform with higher achievement than before.

On 4th and 5th April 2009, our club has received invitation from C.W.YEOW TRADITIONAL TAEKWON-DO ACADEMY to take part in the 22ND TRADITIONAL TAEKWON-DO ACADEMY CHAMPIONSHIP (OPEN) 2009 which take place at The SUMMIT SUBANG USJ. This tournament is divided into two categories which for two days. One of the categories is under 18 years old which take place on 4th April and upper 18 years old is take place on 5th April 2009.

There are 25 of our club members which take part in this tournament. Our member take part in all the categories which competitive. For me, i took part in partern and sparring for individual and team. For this tournament, we achive 6 gold, 4 silver and 4 browsers. I got 1 browsers for team sparring. For team sparring, our oppenent is from Pahang representative and my oppenent is senior belt and the size of body is bigger and taller than me. But i can spar with him and win that round to help my team to achive the 3rd place.

Now, i am the President of the Taekwon-Do club of MSU. I put more effort to maintain the performance of the club and make sure our members is attend for regular training on Monday and Thursday night on 8.30- 10.30. We always meeting to increase and improve our performance with assistant of our Head Coach. We also always meet with our Head Coach because he spent his time to monitor our training at the night.

As a Taekwon-Do practitioner, we need always regularly to practice to make sure that the muscle strength are maintain in the same level and can achieve more higher than now by practice. When we lost concentrate in our practice, our stamina will decrease and the ability to defense our self also not as good as before. Learn about Taekwon-Do not only enrich yourself with self defense, it also a good sport that can increase our sweating to regulate our blood circulation.


Part time couple??

Erm… Sound like interesting?? Hehe… Firstly, thanks a lot to view my blog. After reader, don’t forget any comments. I no good in writing. Just a try… Hehe…
In this world, may b is luckily or unluckily, God just created boy and girl. So the special relationship between a boy and a girl we name it as a couple. May be some couple can promise and realized the promise between of them. But also have somebody can’t realize the promise between of them.
Nowadays, even the couple also can be part time one. No course i worked and thinker too much about the part time to increase my income to created it. But it really happened. May be between of them no love each other but they care each other. Somebody will argue why they don’t love each other but want be a couple. From a psychology study view point, as a human, our behavior is control by our endocrine system. The hormone present in this system will affect what we do.Beside that, our action also is control by our nervous system that control our mind from the surrounding.
A boy and a girl hope can be a couple, but sometimes they can’t be like that. If their different in age, still can be acceptable for our community. But they are different between the culture, the living style, religion, language, social life and many things else. So what should them do? May be for that time , they like each other and hope can be respect each other so they choose be a part time couple. But the aim is have somebody close than parents, sibling or friend to caring of him or she.
The like caring each other but doesn’t mean they dislike be a long life couple. It is because they respect each other and demand of life. May be for the part time couple some body will think about just for the income or another benefits expect caring from partner. It just a simple and special relationship. No any body touching each other even have a date and hang out together. And the payment of meal or anything else also in English’s style(paid for each other). So between of them no any burden, no any responsible, no any promise. Simple and special.
This kind of relationship just can be continue for a temporary or a short period only. They get their demand of life that is caring, surely they will break and looking for a long time or full time partner of life. And i hope any one have undergo this kind of relationship, good luck and have a nice moment with your part time partner.

G00d guy ??


Hehe… From here i no mean that i am that guy. But got someone want to be like that for my opinion. Well, he is a good looking guy that i can’t argue it. Good looking should is a good good man.
Why you like that? Don’t ever and never said people like that. Everybody can be a good good guy. So don’t be upset. But, if you like to act a good good guy also can. Haha…
Wa?? Can someone who want to be a good good man as your friend? Surely everyone as my friend, you all will say sure. And i hope my answer will same like you all.
I am clearly, surely and consciously said that i am not a good guy. And i never hope anyone said i am good. I just live the way i like. If you asking me live the way you think i should, surely you a perfect one.
Don’t somehow but is really is that somehow make me dislike him. Why i being like that? Should i said that is jealousy? But for my own opinion, is no course that i am jealous to him can get someone hug him and may be will love him too.
The way he present himself as a good good guy make me uncomfortable with it. May be someone was no agree that about the guy should can live independently without family so is the right time to have a couple. But for me, the guy should need live independently and is the way to protect the lover. But if the lover is want to caring about him one it will be a good relationship in another point of view.
No wonder i can’t be a good guy like him course i can’t live the way he done. He can do something concentration and what happen to surrounding is no his business. But for me, i hope i can help anything would i can help to my friend or someone that i can help. I can’t live my live in my own world. I hope everybody can enjoy my world together. But since someone have it’s point of view, i can’t force them.
My parents ever remind me that, as a boy, when a day you leave home, and don’t forget the people surrounding you will be your friend or enemy. But hopefully all can be my friend. Because, more friend that i have, is mean less enemy i will face. The best challenger is myself.

Don’t ever how people said about me, i live in my on way. Don’t ever and never live in someone eyes frame.

Promise?

What is promise?? The things u ever said want before to someone and want realized it. How many for each other can be reality? Who and whose promise can all be done?

Did u ever think that believe someone is a great things. How u want to know who should believe and who is the can’t believe one? it’s every time ur decision is true and never wrong before even once time? If some one can do that, he or she must the one and only i can respect from the top until button. Haha..
Those who choose to believe in me, i no promise that i can do like another people that u meet before or the way u prefer i be. I just have a simple mind and simple life with a simple things to let myself happy. But it no mean i am the one who foolish and selfish. Our life is simple. Why we should do something that be painful for each others?
U can choose ur way, but it don’t mean u hope others people do the same things like u. Every one has his or her right. As a human being, we should need respect to each others. Even some one is no doing the way u prefer them do it, it no mean them no their own thinking.
U can choose either to believe some one or not? Is ur human being right. But just hopefully u can accept others person living style. They also no living any body eyes frame. Be urself is the way to make ur life become beauty. NO WONDER WHAT THEY SAID, MAKE UR LIFE THE WAY U WANT!!! U CAN DO IT.

我是谁??

嗨?大家好??
我姓余名志圣。今年二十三岁。是一名大学生。我出生于小康之家,有爸爸,妈妈和三个姐姐一个哥哥。当然咯我是家中最小咯…也是最不会听话的那个…
我老豆是一个木匠。今年已经六十六岁高龄了。很久没见面了。很想他…我老娘是一个家庭主妇。她也有在家顾小孩子。今年已经五十九岁了。她的最小儿子我呢还是很不听话…怎么办呢??
我很想长大…可是要到几时我才会像个可靠的人呢??我承认我是低吊儿郎当…可是我还是觉得我是不会那么容易让人失望的小弟弟了…相信我好像很难吧?还是不要那么容易相信我吧!因为我就是那么不可靠…
应该会大概了解我了吧?我从来都不希望人人都相信我…可是我还是喜欢选择相信我身边的人…因为我知道,相信一个人是一件很快乐的是…
谢谢你们…我会知道我尽力做最好给相信我的人而且要让那些看不起我的人知道,我余志圣可不是玩玩的。再会咯…